Tired 连累的日子

Day 1 of entry, Cloudless rain.


I've started writing in this blog today (though created few months ago..). Exhaution and fustration kept rushing in, guess it's because the stress I got from yesterday's competition --- The Country's All Independant School's Choir Competition(全国独中合唱比赛). We got silver for the whole choir's compo. while gold for the quartets(I was in it). I was quite disappointed with the choir which I was in. They're lack of one thing which the other competetants have, Perfect Pitch. Yeah, sure they have skills much greater than the others but the lack of pitch made me felt that my reputation has been brought down. That is what I dispise them, that's what I hate about them. But what can I do? Pitch is the most basic yet important thing in music (in my opinion). Yes, I am most impressed with their skills, but without pitch they've become the laughing stock (what I think). Still, they are way better than few years back and I am satisfied.

11.14am, I get myself in the PC game "The Elder Scrolls lV : Oblivion". I've became an official member of the Thieves Guild just to get in contact with the Gray Fox but ended up "The Gods have Take Notes on Your Crimes! Continue Down On This and You will Not Be Able to Wear The Relics of The Crusaders!". I stopped looking for him and continued my other quests. But right after finishing a few quests, I got sick and barf in the toilet, maybe I'm still tired for yesterday's event.

I found Kaze no Yourin's(风之幽灵), a friend of mine's blog. I saw some of his entries that gave me quite a shock, he posted my artworks on one of his entries. I was quite delighted, happy to know that someone's interested in my work (though I think I still need more improvements). I told my friends about this friend of mine few months ago, suprisingly, they grew excited and told me that this friend is very sweet (swt "). Sent me a "Happy Holidays" message last Friday and I was suprised that someone still remembers me after a long while not contacting each other, heard that he was fustrated these days as well. Sigh.. just hope that things will go smoothly for him and get back to his happy-go-lucky and his exagurating self again.


" To My Friend Yourin: Stop Looking Down on Yourself and Cheer Up!! I'm Not Going To Tell You About This All Day Bro!!!"


Haven't had my lunch yet, will create some more artworks as I haven't been doing it for quite a few weeks now, but I am worry, examinations are coming in around 3 or 4 weeks, should I take a few days off creating more artworks and start studying on the other day or should I start studying now? I'll post photos later on. Still tired... maybe I'll take a break... Telling myself this now: "不准你给我得空没事做！(Stop Lying Around Doing Nothing and Start Working)."




---神啊，克罗斯累啦。